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Well the last few days have been going ok.. Its funny cuz I read all these peoples blogs and there like yeah I feel great and bla bla, which is great.. But I keep wondering why I dont.. I really miss drinking soda. I know it’s only my 3rd da but man.. Its like coming off a drug or something. Pepsi is like all I drink. I’ve done pretty good, doing my slimfast and shit… But today I slipped and ate a cookie.. I know its better then what I use to eat but I still feel guilty. Its so hard to loe weight.. I never really though it would b this hard. Back when I had my first son I was so sick being prego with him i couldnt eat and I lost sooooo much weight. I was in a size 11/12 which I havent been in sence who the hell knows when. Then I just gained it all back being prego with my youngest sone Josh.  It fcking sucks… Why does it have to be so hard to lose fucking weight…